I kinda want to punch someone in the face right about now.

I feel like I am totally lacking. I know, this blog should be encouraging to people - they should read it and say "Abby is a total genius and she is so smart and blah blah blah...I need to take a page out of her book!"
Well I'm sorry for setting such a bad example. Maybe someone will find it inspirational because I am at the starting point, so by the time the Lord has completely transformed me into an organized, scheduled, clean , Godly individual they will say "Wow! Even I could do that!"
I'm at the point where I know what I should be doing. I know where I'm lacking and I see so many ways to improve.
Implementing these changes is hard. I don't know where to start and I feel like I have way too much to change. It's overwhelming. I feel like I need things to assist my organization...I don't even own a calendar. Aaagh.... frowny face.
I am getting some great tips on time management from various large-family blogs though. I just have to get them all into place...and working for us....
*pray* *pray* *pray*