Tomorrow I would be 8 weeks pregnant - if I were pregnant.
I am still periodless, positive-pregnancy-testless, symptomless, and answerless. I'm guessing this is what they call an anovulatory cycle. Imagine if you didn't drop an egg, therefore you had no period.
Yep. Anovulatory cycle. Or like they say on the forums, "A/C"...although that always makes me think of air conditioning.
I guess if anything, this has made me realize that it doesn't really matter if I'm pregnant or not. The point of trusting God is not to try to figure out if you want to be pregnant, or if you don't, and which one God has in store for you. It's about the trust aspect - does it really matter if you are or not? You just need to live for him and focus on that, and be accepting of the blessings he has for you, even if that blessing is a baby, and even if that blessing is a break from pregnancy.
So I'm going to try to update the blog more with entries about the rest of my life - my beautiful family, what it's like living for God the old fashioned way with notes of progressive adaptations.
I hope that maybe after a while, I'll have a few followers and be able to witness to people about taking the leap, if they feel that God is calling them to it.Bye bye for now I guess. I'll be back soon :)