Bleak.

That's what today is. It's cloudy and wet. 
I don't feel like doing housework today at all, although I definitely should, because we had company for dinner last night and every dish we own is dirty. 
I'm avoiding the cloth diaper swap because in my bipolar haze I convince myself that we need diapers when we don't.
I should be working on diapers myself, but my mom is over and I cannot concentrate since she incessantly talks to herself.
I'm debating drinking another cup of coffee, but once again, my bipolar state has been adversely affected by caffiene lately. I drank two cans of coke last night and every time I fell asleep, I was startled awake instantly - not to mention the dreams I had.
Today is boring and bleak. I think I'll go clean. 
Yuck.

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